:: Friday, October 28, 2005 ::

You're not in the bloody evoked set so why???????????

The thing about being in marketing is that you know terms for the most apt situation ever and you wonder why they don't use it for more occasions. Like now, for example.

I got so many questions that I know the answer to but because I am a sucker for punishing myself, force myself to think about the whys and the details.

am i not in the evoked set anymore? (yes, you're not, but you're not facing it)

it's nothing at all isn't it? (yes, nothing at all, don't think so highly of yourself)

why the heck is he treating me like i'm his girlfriend? (no bloody reason why)

how come i complain about ppl not messaging me, then get annoyed when he messages me too much? (i don't like being persued i love being taken for granted)

why am i up and down all the time? (because it is raining)

do i still give a damn? (yes, but it doesn't matter anymore)

am i still worried? (a bit. but again, it doesn't matter anymore)

am i mean to string him on? (yes, very. stop it. stop it!)

do i need a distraction, or 20 distractions? (i need 20, i don't want to deal with only one person right now)

is it really that mean to date more than 1 person at a time? (no)

is it that horrible to want to hurt some people just because? (yes, but i don't give a damn)

what on earth is happening to me? (this i really don't know)
:: The Girl 7:31 PM [+] ::
...

:: Thursday, October 27, 2005 ::

I love the rain.

It's been raining since 8. It's the kind of rain I love - the really heavy rain with thunder and lightning and cold winds. I was wearing my British India sweater, with a camisole and shorts. I was freezing in school, and I love it.

Have I mentioned how much I loved being in the rain? I think we are all too conditioned to avoid the rain, it's like a natural reaction. I don't remember why anymore, but I love being in the rain. I think it's so romantic. Haha. I'm not talking about being in the rain with an umbrella or anything, it's just being in the rain itself. Being caught up in the rain. Being drenched, soaked.

Being subdued.

By the rain.
:: The Girl 7:37 AM [+] ::
...

:: Tuesday, October 25, 2005 ::

the french do it better.

whoever said the anything french is synonymous with romantic must know what they are talking about. it's no biggie, but man my french classmate's really quite good at the flirting thing. heh. the winks, the smiles, the compliments, the sudden 'so you eat ice cream in bed' line delivered in that tone in the middle of class. heh. okay maybe not really romantic, but definitely interesting. and i realised i have something for that accent, especially when he sometimes lapses into french and say merci or très bon or au revoir and the likes.

kind of keeps me on my feet. =)
:: The Girl 4:34 AM [+] ::
...